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SEVDADIR

Göğü kucaklayıp getirdim sana
kokla 
açılırsın

solmuşsun
benzin sararmış
yorgun bir işçinin yüzüne  benziyor yüzün
öyle bükük bakma bana

çam kolonyası getirdim sana
kentli dağlıların haklı sevdasını
bolu ormanlarından çarpan bir koku
sanki köroğlunun ter kokusu
aman kokusu, billah kokusu
canlarım, canım benim

üzme kendini bu kadar
sana umudu öğretmeyenlerin suçu mu var
bak yeryüzü ne kadar geniş
ne kadar dar

Dur 
akıtma gönlüm yaşını
gözünden öpecek bir yer bırak
oy bana en yakın
bana en uzak
sevgili yar
Hasretine vur beni

Giyecek çamaşır getirdim sana
adettir diye değil, sevdim diyedir
bağışla, eski biraz
bedenim uygundur diye bedenine
elimle yıkadım, ütüledim
elma ağacında kuruttum

Günler sarmal bir yay gibi
bunu unutma
Bahar annemizin yemenisindeki solgun çiçektir
bunu unutma
Seni ben her yerinden öperim
bunu unutma

kadere inansaydım
sana inanırdım
Düşürmem sigaramın ucundaki külü ben


öyle kırık bakma bana
Caddeler nasıl da genişliyor
sana bunu söyleyecektim
Bileyli bir makas vardı yanımda
sana bunu söyleyecektim
Hadi kes büyüyen tırnaklarındaki kiri
sana bunu...
Oyy nasıl söyleyebilirim
deliren sevdamızın kısrak huyunu

Elimi tut
tuttururlar, o kadarına izin verirler
kahreden bir ayrılığın çılgınlığı değil bu
Bir isyanın kelepçeleşmiş resmidir parmaklarımız

sen içerde
Ben dışarda...
Oyyy mahpusluk mahpusluk...





Arkadaş Zekai ÖZGER

dream delivery service

http://dreamdeliveryservice.tumblr.com/

review of ikinci yeni the turkish avant garde

http://www.mptmagazine.com/review/ikinci-yeni--the-turkish-avantgarde-75/

Nature’s Queer Performativity - amoebas

http://humweb.ucsc.edu/feministstudies/faculty/barad/barad-natures-queer-performativity.pdf

Open case: Kiarostami's film reemerges after 30 years

http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/pages/frontline/tehranbureau/2009/11/open-case-kiarostamis-lost-film.html

mohammed ali interview (uk)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OyoWof4eLCQ

little latino brownstone bookstore

http://www.messynessychic.com/2014/01/29/the-little-latino-brownstone-bookstore/

Tahsin Yucel'in pamuk elestirisi

http://dipnotkitap.net/DENEME/Kara_Kitap_Tahsin_Yucel.htm

Death of Jean Charles de Menezes

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Death_of_Jean_Charles_de_Menezes

Pinkwashing the animal kingdom: Israeli penguins, Nigerian house cats, Africans and Arabs

http://electronicintifada.net/blogs/benjamin-doherty/pinkwashing-animal-kingdom-israeli-penguins-nigerian-house-cats-africans-and

Annemin Estetik Anlayışı

http://vimeo.com/42757615

House Unamerican Activities Committee August 18, 1955 Pete Seege

http://www.peteseeger.net/HUAC.htm

house unamerican committee brecht hearing

http://en.wikisource.org/wiki/Brecht_HUAC_hearing_(1947-10-30)_transcript

Foucault’s boomerang: the new military urbanism STEPHEN GRAHAM 14 February 2013

http://www.opendemocracy.net/opensecurity/stephen-graham/foucault%E2%80%99s-boomerang-new-military-urbanism

Fraudulent democracy and urban stasis in Turkey MUSTAFA DIKEÇ 17 June 2013

http://www.opendemocracy.net/opensecurity/mustafa-dike%C3%A7/fraudulent-democracy-and-urban-stasis-in-turkey

The Mirror - movie review

http://filmreviewrealm.blogspot.com/2013/05/the-art-of-film-andrei-tarkovskys.html

Castello Plan - Lower Manhattan

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Castello_Plan

Supernova detected in the galaxy next door: Type 1a explosion spotted in Galaxy M82

http://www.independent.co.uk/news/science/supernova-detected-in-the-galaxy-next-door-type-1a-explosion-spotted-in-galaxy-m82-9083909.html

Surviving Recording of Virginia Woolf’s Voice, 1937

http://www.brainpickings.org/index.php/2013/04/29/craftsmanship-virginia-woolf-speaks-1937/

borges' lectures

http://www.openculture.com/2012/05/jorge_luis_borges_1967-8_norton_lectures_on_poetry_and_everything_else_literary.html

STRAW-BLOND

http://bluenotesfromunderground.blogspot.com/2012/06/straw-blond.html

islam and the black freedom srtuggle

http://www.jadaliyya.com/pages/index/16091/islam-and-the-black-freedom-struggle_an-interview-

medieval archipelago - eileen

http://the-archipelago.net/2014/01/09/eileen-joy-publishing-manifesto-the-medieval-archipelago/

Duffy - the photographer

http://www.messynessychic.com/2014/01/20/the-man-who-shot-the-sixties-and-burned-most-of-his-work/

the list of assassinated from turkey

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_assassinated_people_from_Turkey

the day that the child was a thought in its mother’s mind

http://the-truths.com/2014/01/14/tribe-africa-birth-date-child-counted-born/

night and fog - nazi camps

http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=f32_1324912040

print ain't dead in nyc

http://narrative.ly/long-live-the-book/print-aint-dead-in-nyc/

Kurt Thometz's Little Black Bookshop

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cNa824U2txY

palestine in the past - photos

http://palestineinthepast.wordpress.com/

yildirim turker attigin tasa dikkat

http://www.ozgur-gundem.com/index.php?module=nuce&action=haber_detay&haberID=93898&haberBaslik=Att%C4%B1%C4%9F%C4%B1n+ta%C5%9Fa+dikkat%21&categoryName&authorName=+&categoryID&authorID

Weren’t Those the Bad Old Days? The Poison of New York City Nostalgia

http://www.thedailybeast.com/articles/2014/01/06/weren-t-those-the-bad-old-days-the-poison-of-new-york-city-nostalgia.html

Marty Matz poems

http://www.eastvillagepoetry.com/OldPages/martymatz.html

Time Regulation Institute (1962)

http://www.nytimes.com/2014/01/05/books/review/the-time-regulation-institute-by-ahmet-hamdi-tanpinar.html?pagewanted=all&_r=5&

ismail besikci - goyiler

http://www.kurdistan-post.eu/tr/siyaset/roboski-goyiler-ismail-besikci

bibliomaniacs - book row nyc

http://www.saturdayeveningpost.com/2011/04/23/archives/post-perspective/bibliomaniacs-book-row.html

Le Voyage dans la lune (Georges Méliès, 1902)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eeqfxe4WSqk

How to Heat Your Room for 15 Cents a Day

http://www.whydontyoutrythis.com/2013/11/how-to-easily-heat-your-home-using-flower-pots-and-tea-lights.html?m=1

Jaguar enjoys a nice morning massage from keeper

http://www.edisproduction.de/2013/09/15/jaguar-enjoys-a-nice-morning-massage-from-keeper/

cultural equity

http://www.culturalequity.org/rc/videos/video-guide_no.php

hidden mothers in victorian portraits

http://ridiculouslyinteresting.com/2012/01/05/hidden-mothers-in-victorian-portraits/